Ari ni...

Hhmmm still at da ofis...thought of leaving tp ada keje skit so better clear it up...esok nak alf day so better abiskan keje...
Here i am...doin nothing...just type wat eva thought to be... im so lonely today. dont know why tis feeling suddently came up...aarrgghhhh im too exausted mybe...

Why im still waiting for ...even i can see that he is not interested in me...i think sooo..hhuhhh... why he came into my life...its much better to be alone but i wanna have a family too like others ppl... how do i know either he want me or just trying to make me like a fool....welll im not a doll...im a lovely ladyyy....i want to be treated nicely but with him .... so rough....so wake up! love urself....Seriously, I need to think twice or more than twice ...I feel reluctant to talk, to smile, to laugh, and cried wondering what will happen next...i need to be patience and pieces of strength. 1 thing that i anticipate daily is to come home to Hubby..and get the HUG that i need.. *wink wink* oollaa when will i get that?