- New In Me -

I found something NEW....
I believe in giving all ive got,
though little not a whole LOT!
And now i have YOU,
how it came about i dont have a clue....
Things happen and no want knew...
the strength, the spirit, no longer blue.....
I would like to believe it came from YOU....
YOu..Ya Allah...give me hope....
Thank you Allah...

HoPe..

If we ever get to count all of it that is...If ever Allah will give us a chance to correct ourselves.....I hope Allah always listen to my DOA.
If we do not continue to be ignorant and forget what we are here for you see,If we indeed remember to learn from yesterday's lessons you know....always think of it and learn from the lesson..
but i have hope....i know everyone have their own hope..When you have health you have hope...when you have hope you have everything....continue on hoping....

always hope......Only i know what i hope for..

DKNY

I hope one of it could be mine. But why must i choose this? why? Answer, i really want it.

Diet..Oh DIET...

FAT..... THAT CANT BE ME!

yes, seperti mana wanita lain i AM obsessed with my body image....WHY? My chick impressed of smething..yes i look FAT. Tp tkla FAT sngat...cumer kt pipi tu jerr...mula2 tak perasan pun tp bila ada someone comment bila dia tngok gmbar ni...so baru perasan looks like i put on weight.

Is it because when you're FAT...and when your hips widen up you look horrible....susah nak cari baju...jeles dengan org lain yang slim??? The answers to thse questons are YES...!!! YE...BETUL dengan ini saya sesungguhnya mengaku....kegemukan mula melanda

Im not....not comfortable... i have issues.... so what do you do? DIETLAH..apa lagi....persalannya kenapa diet selalu tak menjadi? Sebab kita CRASH diet...hari ni tak makan, esok makan.... Let me list the errors i see myself making....sama gak mcm cik yon heheheh selalu crash diet, pstu tkleh kurus...

- TAK CONSISTENT NAK DIET! Jap diet, jap tidak! Diet buang karbo...comlex carbs...yg putih2....BUANG...jangan makan! Buang chips, junk food..... and kuih muih!!!uuuhhh tahan ke?

- Air tak minum! KENA minum air putih SAHAJA!!!!!! ....untuk memudahkan pembuangan toxin DAN lemak!!! Tak leh minum kopi dan teh dan air BERGULA!

- TAk excersice...its 70% diet 30% excersice....thats the rule! Tak leh lari.... kena excesrsice SETIAP HARI!!!! dah lama tak excersice, sebab tu yg down tu...alasan? tak de masa? CARI MASALAH!!! yes excersice is crucial for the MIND too...helps you sleeps better...bagus untuk orang-orang depressed....huhu...bukan saja boleh cantik badan malah menyihatkan lagi badan dan juga minda.

So new year resolution SHALL NOT include loosing weight ok?

haha...wish me luck!!! Whoose with me....?

Berapa Umur sekarang?

Umur adalah jumlah yang tidak akan berkurang. Setiap tahun umur akan meningkat. Kulit semakin lama akan hilang tegangnya. Wajah yang cantik akan hilang serinya. Sihat akan bertukar menjadi uzur. Namun bagaimana dengan amal pula? Adakah ianya matang seiring usia yang meningkat? Aduh...! Payahnya nak jawap persoalan ini. Boleh berfikirkan?
Tetapi jangan berpura-pura bahawa hati kecil tetap memikirkan soal ini, tapi selalunya nafsu menepis bahawa umur masih muda.
“Ya Allah panjangkanlah umurku dalam melakukan kebaikan kepada Mu. Amin”

fly

theres just too many things to do.....
im not looking back....
So dont take me of track....
im smashing the potions of the rack....
it fell down with a smack....
leaves turning dry,i look up to the sky,i let go a sigh,then started to cry.....
but im not looking back,so dont take me of track.....
though i feel all black,i refuse to crack.....
i shall make myself high,i will try and try.....
till i reach the sky...
soar up there and just fly................

........yOu.......

For an exciting adventurous soul like myself...
its killing me...
when things dont change and people are complacent i cringe...
you dont get it do you....
things wont change if YOU dont change!Change is never easy...
so please get out from that ridiculous comfort zone and go and do something!!!
Saya dah penat...penat menunggu....
its hard to go through things and do it alone.........

ps/ brighten up my day...show me the way....so much in me i just want to say.....under the moon... i wish to stay.... but the silence.... it doesnt make my day.... ill just continue to pray, that this feeling.... wont ever stay? Or maybe one day...... My skies will no longer be gray....:)

mY dAYS rEcentLY

Bufday boy enjoying the pizza. Purposely request on his bufday nak mkn pizaa. Budak2 skrg kan...best jeee...nak apa mintak je...not like us dulu2...hhmmm tunggu je kalau org bawak, tak pandai nye der nk mintak2 kan...

My Lil Prince yang boleh buat anty kurus bila jaga dia...

Ni kak Cha or Aina Batrisya...ni lagi cewek, tngok wayang tk smpai setengah jam dh nk kluar...So morale of it, do not bring chacha to the movie in future...membazir jeee..

Ni budak SBP Gombak. Dis year taking SPm...cewek skit budak ni....anak saper ntah

babysit

ari ni jaga adam....skrg adam tngh tido...
so the anty layan la fb..hhmmmmm tngok ramai dh kawan2 dh kawen. Anak smuanya dah mx 3 org...ffuhhh....
Tapi naper ada some of them commented to me....dont think marriage will complete your life? It it true? But to just some of them..Marriage make u happy? will it? Tu yg kadang rsa mcm takut jer nak kawen? Boleh ke pikir mcm ni? Tapi ramai yg kawen bahagia jer kan...eh kenapa tetiba ckap pasal kawen ek...ooopppp stop it..
Ari ni bufday aiman la....