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Raya Qurban

We Muslims celebrate Eid Adha two days ago. This year is a bit interesting as I actually,. But hehehhee the days itself im so lazybum. Tido kt challet jeee...watch movie with piqot. Back to hari raya, It was something that there are going to be dead cow, blood and many other things. After seeing the preview, i feel so excited to see the real event. so.. I took some of the pictures. (da picture wif piqot, sorry not to be placed ere)Its to show how beef that we have been eating were slaughtered and cut.
How amazing Allah's creation a simple animal as a cow can give so much to so many people. I realized that so many people believe that this an act of cruelty on animals. This was where the distribution of the meat was done where the person who paid for the cow to be slaughtered only gets 1/3 of the meat, while the rest is for the needy and even not (hehehehe those all my relatives too).
It was an interesting day besides the prayer in the morning.

This is some preparation made for the kenduri.

Btw on the way to shah alam , (ooppss on the way nk balik kedah pun singgah mkn) we decide to stop at bukit gantang R&R. After eat the famous nasi lemak which cost rm1.20 than anjang grab bout 5 biji of durians...thought of uuhhhh..its too much. acik pun comment cam tu gak, guess what...we manage to finissh it..hehehhe. one thing i realise...ni doroyan kampung mmg best...hhmmm rasa mcm nk mkn lagi...uuhuhuh..someone saper ada dusun doroyan ek?

Gamez

Lets freak out from gloomy moods. Cerita ni mcm a bit 'basi' la. Hampir terlupa gitu. Last 2 week one of frens she had organized this mini tournament....yupppp its truly fun although everyone just got their tong smpah home. who win ..who loose is not the thing but the relationship and fun created is the most best moment to be...

Dah nak raya kan..

Dah nk raya haji kan...ntah lah hati ni rasa berat jer nak balik. Kalau tak balik, kesian lak kat mak. Tapi mak ada lagi anak lain..ramai....menantu ramai...cucu ramai. Semalam kak ros tya nak ikut balik raya SPU tak? terpikir pikir lagi ni...Ntah la ...kadang2 adik beradik sendiri pun ....ntah la..Dorang ada keluargakan.... hhmmm rasa mcm lain skit skrg. kenapa hati ni rasa mcm ni ek? ....
payah lah... mmg hati ni rasa mcm jauh hati jer dgn adik beradik ni kengkadang....kecik hati? dh lama dh dh kecik hati tp nk buat mcmana..air dicincang ...mana nk putus.
nak tumpang kasih sayang pun payah.....bila baik sngat ada lak yg tak suka....
payah gak ek?
Korang ada ke? masalah mcm ni....

I am Exausted after All

As i say...monsoon so definately da wether was not ok. So after once came back ere .. i got flu and cough hehehehe after enjoy all da moment... i ate and i sleep. Makan semua sedap2 lak tu...as Dahlia said...no diet at Tereangganu...hehehhee...ate a lot...too much and totally enjoy every moment while im there walaupun ribut melanda...uhuhuuhuh

Monsoon Datang lagi..

The intro...ha? guess what? monsoon in Terengganu. And now im in Dahlia's office updating my blog....hehehee pestime masuk opis dia ni...So today she is the MOD (manager on duty) so i just lepaking in ere. Gambor tkleh nk upload lagi laaa...sbb cabel pun kt tk bawa..hehehhe...tp bayk gak snap gmbor yg ntah ape2 hehehheee...
Ni nak citer sikit, skrg ni kt terengganu mmg musim ujan, time ni la ada monsoon cup kt sini. Dahlia kata monsoon cup ni mcm F1 gak standardnye sbb world international. Wahh..hebat gak terengganu ni ek. So mmg nmpak ramia la team2 dorang tu. Most of the teams as i can see here...mostly tngh buat preparation. Tu tak kisah la tp nk citer ni, pagi tdi gi b'fast kat coffee house around 10.30am. So tngah dok kaut salad kt bowl tetiba mcm rasa angin kuat jee...so tye chef tu..than he said.....can u see something is coming? ahhaaaa....so time tu mcm impress sbb mmg betul nmpak mcm angin cam warna putih so chef tu kata tu la ribut. Ribut yg kuat sangt. At first still nmpak pasar payang tp bila dh ribut ..uhh mmg betul nmpak putih jee...angin kuat sngt. But it happen about 20 minutes ...tu pun nmpak mcm2 yg melayang. Camana la ek....umah2 nelayan kan...ksian jugak yeee....so skrg dh tau la keadaan msim tengkujuh kat sini....takut gak...
hhmmmm...dulu dtg musim panas....skrg ujan...ok la...heheheh best gak. So mostly lepak kat hotel je....nk pegi jalan2 ujan lak tp nk gi mana lagi? Masjid crytal on last visit dh pegi. hhmmm kalau gi KT, huhh jgn ckp la....dh terror. Jalan mana ja bgitau....cheewahhh... Sbb town dia tk besar and pusing2 kat situ gakk..heheheh ok la..relax je. Parking pun mcm boleh suka2 jeee...
Nnti ek...dh balik sana baru leh upload gambor....cheewahhh..

Jeng..jeng...umah siapa ni?

Mula2 nk gi umah dia ari tu...mcm nk pening skit la sbb katanya kat balakong...bila dh xplore rupanya kat cheras...pstu dlm map dia kata 12 bumper...tup2 kira nye kira rupanya 16. So map tu kena obselete. Patut mak dia mai nk cari payah hehehhehee....tapi smpai gak dgn selamat tnpa menghadapi sebarang kesukaran.

Mai nk citer umah makwe ni...dari luar nmpak mcm 2 tngkat je kan....tp bila masuk, turun kat bawah ada setingkat hmm ada 2 bilik kot. pastu ruang tengah ada dining hall ..besarrr...pstu ada laman dlm umah lak tu...im so impressive. Than naik atas ada 2 bilik + bathroom than again step up to a master room..so dh jadi mcm 4 tngkat....bessttt gilleerrr...Lupa nk snap bilik air master bedroom...mmg class aarrrr....pperrrrhhh inilah rumah Mariam Azwa. I can see that she put on weight...tsbb perut la..baby dh besar...comel sngat. MAsih comel mcm dulu......cheeiiii suka la tu.

Sunday

Sunday... haaa Sunday oredi.. Just got back from branch. i was up early, like at 06:05am (wow..'very ' early). Crawl out of bed and went out for brunch. at 1st i suppose to meet someone but turn up to cancel it. uuurrhhhh frust skit la..

I have not been able to think up of appropriate topic to write, but it will definitely on top of my list as I progress for this entry. Just let my finger crossing on this board.

Yuupp..I need to recorganize my thoughts.. Plan my tasks.. Most of all know WHAT I am doing..
hahhahah...what is the thing that im alwes been doing nevertherless than sleeping and shopping till i drop? perhaps!

Guess this it what? sndle la...LOL hehehhehe... adam nye ni. Beli kat EKANO. cute rite. who say it cute be on my right side hehehehe....and on top of it....i accidently grab a new KLAMBY bedsheet from IKEA. kakakkaka yesterday and again i went to IKEA. 2 days staright....with a reason but accidently purchase some other items with no reason....goosshhhhh....

Saturday

Last night was fun. Went out, SPONTANEOUSLY..to IKEA and EKANO! (of all places). Shop, shop and more shopping. I had no idea what to pick up for myself, until i found myselves standing at the cosmetic aisle. Guess what? I bought some make-up stuff for myself, with the help of the professional MR, and which is not so professional, ..LOL! What a night! What else is new..owh yea..i bougt something for our game touenament will be held on this coming wednesday.Suuurrrprisseeee...something like a goody bag..kakakak wil it be?
Hm..i am so not in the mood of writing up my entry right now..but I gotta kill time before I head to work. I need some air..and maybe more shopping.LOL! nothing else can i think rather than that. ?..hmm..we can arrange that SPONTANEOUSLY..it seems like that's the word of the day..haha!It's almost work time. GTG! Looking forward for more and more fun this weekend. Keeping my fingers crossed (as always)!

My Big Burger

Ggguugagaggaggaa....just look at da burger, and imagine my 1st bite....gosshhhhhhh its too huge. im almost break my mouth for the 1st bite. Besar betullll....ketawa jer org tu tngok bila sya nk start ngap. Than i decide to remove one slice of the beef inside. Hhuhhhh... camana tu.
Dinner (carls) at mid velley. Seyesly it was my 1st time taking da huge burger. of course im not a burger lover kekkekekekkeee....boleh la mkn tp tak abis punnnn..bosauuuuu botul...

Tangkap gambar sendiri..inilah rupanyeee.....

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Semalam ada terjumpa sorang member lama.. ceritanya sungguh gloomy dan sedih je.. last jumpa dia kalau tak silap 4 or 5 thn lps.. kesian pun ada, but its people's life, so who are we to judge.. what ever it is, my personal opinion (and a reminder for myself as well) would be, untuk mendapat ketenangan perlu mendekatkan diri dengan Allah the Almighty. Lagi satu, janganlah mencari penyakit dengan membebankan diri dengan apa2 bentuk perlakuan, talian mahupun perhubungan yang boleh memeningkan kepala sendiri.. dengan kata lain, stay in the comfort zone like yours truly nie.. hehehhehe..

Now talks bout my diet schedule....seems like it doesn't work. Nasi kakak tu sedap sngat....ashik takleh tahan jer dari TERbeli....Who should i blame than ehhehehe...

Diet....i ought to diet la, my shirts and are so tight around the shoulders lately.. perut takyah cerita la.. ni adalah sit up 20 minutes daily ni hehehehe..
perlu lebih determination (utk jd mcm cheryl cole)!

Basicly i tried to have this grains as my dinner....gosshhhh it doesnt work too. Sedap pun tkleh gak nk mkn selalu..mklumla ...perut org kampung la katakan...