Bored

Could I originally thought I'd come up to here and have plenty of time to write. Felt like diong that of course...Uuuhhuuh. ..Keep dreaming.be more boring? Yupp..im so boring tonight. Boring to myself? To what i am ? Or im a boring person? I'm even boring myself. Some more boring randomness...enough is enough...pull out the boring words from myself...arrgghhh...i miss someone i guess..

What Is Love

Now talking about me, and im still asking my self...till when im going to live in single life? I met one of my old friend, she fall apart with her hubby....the story doesnt make sounds good as to have a happy famlily. So i thought, is marry will truly makes you happy? Will that? Some in love....and yer completely marriage...its like truly not the same as per promises...What is Love? True Love? Blind Love?

an old adage says.. "love is blind".. .. i used to believe it once. oke,fine...maybe not once..perhaps twice..orrr... at least thrice...yes2..i know i was soooo naivee! *haihhhh... :( * i was soooo immature.....that i thought,once u wholeheartedly love someone,the bad side will be blinded as a good thing.and the good trait becomes a pluss pluss pointt! *hahaha.. zaman2 mude dulu tuu..tahh hape2 ntahh.. :P*

but now,as the world changes,my thoughts go parallel as well..i've learned to analyze before accepting any ideas or statements.. and i started to question some quotes and one of it is......DOES LOVE REALLY MAKE SOMEONE BLIND??

the idea popped into my head when i was talking to my friend, about some relationship issues.i told her,LOVE BETWEEN HUMAN IS OVERRATED and LOVE IS NOT ACTUALLY BLIND.from my point of view,love was made blind by human.we did an awful lot of sins which in turn darkens the heart ,unable us to see what is right and what is wrong.while the heart may turn silver shining and gain its ability to 'see' again after repentance,most of us ignored the fact and keep on doing what most of us felt comfortable to do-SINNING*ya Allah,ampunkan dose kami.. isk..isk.*. due to this,our heart chronically became gangrenous and eventually die,losing its ability to 'see',hence making us blind literally.

thats why,in this so-called modern world,we can see how couples especially the young ones -they fall head over heels for each other,sacrifice everything they have..and give in to their forbidden love ones as if the other half owes themm...even to the extent of their virginity and dignity and in the end....when the relationship ends.. all they have to say is.. "nak buat macam mane..cinte itu bute.."....and,there's no use crying over spilt milk..(ya Allah,kau peliharelah kami dari godaan syaitan yang sentiase mengajak ke arah zina dan perbuatan dose yang lain..aminn..isk.isk..isk.. :/)but then again.i'm still firmly hold on to my opinion that,love is not blind at all.because-the first priority of all the love in this world is to Allah. we all love Allah,right??*chenta nie lagii syokk woo!! :D:D:D*so,how can it be blind when we can SEE how much He had given us despite our continous diobedience to Him? how can it be blind when we can SEE how forgiving He is to us no matter how ignorant we are most of the time? how can it be blind when we can SEE how faithful He is to stand by us through the difficult times and listen to our agony be it day or night?? how can it be blind?? *masyaAllah..subhanAllah..Allahuakbar! T_T * after all these proves and evidence...if u insisted on saying that love is blind..i guess,what you are referring to is obviously not LOVE.maybe its obsession.maybe its lust or maybe its just a crush!.. :P:P:P ["Sebenarnya ayat-ayat Kami tidak ada cacatnya, bahkan mata hati mereka telah diseliputi kekotoran dosa dengan sebab perbuatan kufur dan maksiat yang mereka kerjakan." (Surah al-Muthaffifiin, ayat 14).

Saturday

uurrggghh...Woke up early this morning and firstly i was thinking of doing some exercises but it failed. Kenape ek? malas kot.
Perhaps because im wasting my time and started to look one by one of my stuff in there my white closet. Too many clothers...i need to do some 5S, too many blouse, too many shirts and too many pants. I spent too much on those things. My probleb is i cant stand if i look smthing is catchy at 1st time, surely grab it...those my close frind knew about my bad spending.
i am watching Oprah Winfrey Show last night at my friend hse and it was about a mother who has killed her daughter without conviction by letting her 2 years daughter in her car while she was teaching in the school for 8 hours.
it is cruel?
no it is just an accident. the issue is, i do respect that woman of being too brave to appear in public and story about her experience on that incident.
and now you can see, how her past tought her about being more careful and calm.so people do share your past memories with anybody to get the lesson on your past. so that, and someday it would be your good memories instead of thinking about it badly. and somehow, you have to admit that you will miss it though. and once again, life is about bringing a good desirable not only for yourselves but it's for your circumference of your life.
i will share mine in the next post perhaps. :)

Farewell..bye to Nooreha and Bai..All Da Best

ok...smua gmbar2 kat bawah ni belaku hhmmm dekat2 jugak la. Its a farewell lunch to friends of us. So...tngok la gmbor2nyee...layannnn

Ni pada yg mengnali...boleh la kalau nk berkenalan...kalau tkmau berkenalan pun tkper...tp yg 2 tu...pperrrgghhh mmg pandai masak...

Ni session memilih makan yg disukai setelah membayar rm10 dan swipe free hehehheheh
Ini sya cuba tunjukkan tngan jarinya yg hampir terluka....tp masih boleh buat kek ok...tngannya dijilat wap panas....kekekkekeke, kenagan open hse cikcon 2009.

Ini lah princess cantek yg nak resign ttuuu..yg biru tau....yg belang2 tu ada lagi kekekekkekek...tu tinee la, saper lagi...8 month preggy women.

Awek cun made in China nih....single and not avaailable...sowyyy

No photo session ..besa la...bagi kami2 yg gilllerr glamour...

Cantik2nye meraka kt dlm gambar ni....hehhehehhe

Saat2 last raya 2009

Lets wrap up all in one page. Im not able to upload all. sbb kalau upload smua....hhmmmm jenih la nak tngok nnti...aahhakkkssNi time raya kat Gold Coast.....cheeeeiiii bkan australia ek..Tudung hitam tu kak Azah. Akak ni mmg best aarrrr......cool habis...sebelah tu mat khaifti...MAS steward...yg sorang lgi tu tk kenal la pulak....Tapi yg 2 org ni mmg bestt.....gelak jeee kalau dok ngan dorang..
Ni bersama2 makan spaghetti oreo kat umah Diana. Thanks Diana...sedap sangat....Bab masak , dari dulu lagi Diana mmg terror..
Masa ni plak kat umah kak Azah. kak Azah masak banyak gak la...dan smua2 pun sedap2 belaka. Tapi gambar kak Azah lak tkder dlm ni...kak Azah tngh masak time tangkap gmbor ni...Eh ada gmbar nye...tp tk sesuai lak nk upload kt sini...HHmmmmm ni masa gi umah Shidah...umah dia lain skit sbb mkn special gak la...apa tu yg mcm chicken ball, sotong, kangkong celup2 pastu ada kuah tu....alaa apa kita pangge ek...ada nasi ayam gek...mmg sedap. Sbb tu la berat dh back to normal kakkakakakaa.....

Sajer upload gambar2 terbengkalai

Recentlyy....

Saya memag suka bergambar.....kekekkekeke...

Adam time ni tngh mood swing...sbb baru bngun tido...

During her 7month ++... Does it look Big? Tinee ur face is just like a copy paste to your sister...sejibikkk mcm Yan

Ni time kuar ngan Tinee....so ptg2 tu minum kopi sblm balik..my fav. latte.....one latte tall for me plz..ouucchhh..nyampah jer org baceerr....kutuk la kalau nk kutuk...tk sakit pun..

Dahlia on her last visit to here....

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